Tuesday, August 30, 2005

42.

Who am i kidding? Why do i have to put myself through this debilitating torture? Who cares if things go right or take an unexpected left, flying off the cliff only to do a belly-flop on the waves eons away? What is it about an instant that can change your rosy outlook on life? What makes it worth your while to care about something you know is just about to blow up in your face? What the fuck?

So many many questions. Never nearly enough answers.

Sunday, August 28, 2005


Atlantis as a lover.

Absinthe.

As i watch these words swirl unconcertingly before me, i immerse myself into into this intoxication, letting it take me where it will. Swept along the with the current, finally having grown tired of its incessent presence i let it wash over me. It might take me on a fantasmagoric expedition. Winding its way through lush forests where raindrops as fat as bumblebee's render the the air with their percussive symphony and every breath is laced with the all prevading aroma of wet earth. Some oblique resemblance to the image anthing from DMB conjures up in my mind. Of an oasis in a cold desert. Almost painfully lush in contrast to the arid landscape surrounding it. Long fronds heavy with dew, bobbing drunkely in the wind which carries the same sweet scent of another memory. Diving head first into the warm swirling mass of music, i can almost feel its tendrils lapping gently across my toes. Rising from the depths something which vaguely resembles a phish on steroids turns just in time to wag its psychedelic tail at the violinist foaming at the mouth, while beauford is nailing it like Thor never did, managing to slither its way back into my subconscious.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Perpetual Derailment.

Hurtling towards oblivion, skirting disasterous potholes, the rikshaw rattles its way home through the narrow streets. I cling desperately to the handrail, symptomatic not only of life, also to dinner ingested a few hours ago. Breaking out into a cold sweat, i find my mind inclined to swim about rather alarmingly. I find myself rather disinterested in the steady stream of philosophical psyco-babble i seem to tune in to during this daily flirtation with disaster, better known as my ride home. Random thoughts vie with each other as they navigate the mottled hyperspace between my ears. Random neuron's firing to make absurd conclusions. Accompanied with the feeling of an impending revelation, makes me rush to my computer keyboard in an attempt to have this torrent flow onto the screen in search for some meaning. Alas! the same thoughts that were going multiple mach an instant ago now lie upended not unlike a derailed train.

Tetri.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005


Fungus Amongus.